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Dying for a Cigarette
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Dying for a Cigarette

She’s gone now. 
Ashes cast upon a river, 
Where she had paused 
And smoked, gazing 
Into the future beside.

Our laughter quieted to the stillness 
Of the night. 
Her encouragement, a distant memory— 
“I am dying for a cigarette,” 
she would say.

Her beguiling comments, 
When visitors left: 
“Thanks for leaving,” 
She’d laugh and smoke 
A cigarette, 
To celebrate their dismissal.

The pictures on the wall, 
Stained from tar and nicotine, 
Are faded memories gone and forgotten. 
Her tattered book collection burned.

There were her hospital stays, 
Where she snuck outside to smoke her cigarettes— 
A dismal remembrance of her lung cancer.

I remember 
Her hair beneath my fingertips, 
Braided silently with hope.

Then her hateful end— 
Sitting in a nursing home, 
Cast there by thoughtless, 
Careless sons, 
Covered in bruises 
From head to toe. 
“Did they beat her there?” 
I wondered.

All the end of a life 
Lived,
Dying for a cigarette.

 

 

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